The children's rides area at the amusement park where I used to work in my teens.When I was younger I worked at amusement park. (More on that here.) For five seasons I worked the rides. That time, and specifically that place, hold a special place in my heart. The jobs was dumb but the experiences and friendships shaped me.

When I finally left there in search of summer jobs that paid more than minimum wage, I left the park for good. That was in 2001 and I had no intention of going back.

Until my employer forced my hand.

This is the Eiffel Tower but it isn'r Paris!We’re having a work retreat at that same amusement park in a few weeks. It’s a fun place for a meeting and there are easy opportunities for fun and team-building. But. That place.

I knew I had to go back on my own before the work event. With Wonder Boy at my side, I set out down Memory Lane last Friday.

And it was terrible.

Ownership of the park has changed hands so the children’s rides are no longer Hannah-Barbera-themed. My favorite ride to work is gone. My favorite ride to watch – miniature handcars on a miniature railroad track – is gone. The no longer have the same two Raffi albums on repeat so I couldn’t hear my favorite song from my park days over the loudspeaker.

Most of all, I was struck by just how small the park felt. It’s so, so much smaller than I remembered.

While my general reaction to the outing was not great, there were nice parts. I had forgotten about some rides. And seeing them brought back such odd memories. Swings: standing in the rain talking to someone working the bumper cars. Bumper cars: starting the ride when a squirrel was on the electricity-laden roof and watching sparks fly as it tried to race away. Petting zoo: there used to be a Gong Show performed on that stage.

Wonder Boy enjoying some Smurf Ice cream at Kings Island.After walking through the children’s area and getting Wonder Boy some Smurf Ice Cream (no longer named that but definitely still the same thing), we headed out to adult rides. And there we confirmed that Wonder Boy and I were made for each other. Two giant chickens.

At one point we were on the swings – a pretty tame ride – and he asked me, “Is this more thrilling than you anticipated?” He sounded like a chicken from 1850. But since I was also white-knuckling it, all I could do was nod. We rode all of the dizzy rides and looked at every roller coaster (road none).

When we road the train, then felt like home. My last two years at the park I was a train conductor, crossing guard and station worker for that ride. The speech has changed and the on-ride music seems louder, but otherwise it was familiar.

Thanks goodness something felt the same. It was weird visiting a place I associate with my teens and at the same time be forced to recognize how far away those times are.

An aeriel view of Kings Island, where I used to work as a teen.